On July 31st, 2009 at 12:15am, my dear, sweet mother Roxane passed away. After a struggle with cancer, diagnosed in March, her body could not take it anymore. My mom was my best friend, so I've been feeling very lost and confused and scared lately. I miss her dearly and wish she was here with us still. I know she is around, not in pain, but I'm only human and still miss her.
In other not as important news, Jaren got a new job that he started this last Tuesday, so he was only out of work for a weekend. We were blessed greatly that he got a job so quickly and at higher pay! He will be a manager Boston Market.
There's not too much to say lately, since I can't organize my own thoughts. We started school last weekend and it's been ok.
Now on to my own health. More of the intense pains...ugh. Also, I've been craving milk like crazy and craving a ton of other things too, and even not knowing what I want a ton of the the time! I've had people joke with me that I'm pregnant or something, but my sister can't have kids, and I might not be able to have kids either. So I have to wait until we get our new insurance to go to the doctor. I will have to do a Laparoscopy surgery to find out for sure.
So for now that's it I guess.
