Saturday, February 21, 2009

Missing life

I love being married!  It's awesome and I always have my best friend by me whenever I need him.  The downside is family.  My family is so supportive and trying to help me in every way they can!  On the other end all I feel is some sort of dislike from MIL.  It's frustrating and basically I'm just avoiding it.  I can sense that Jaren doesn't know what to do, but i don't either!  I don't know what I did except for being opinionated about how I wanted MY wedding receptions.  

Oh well, I guess that's just life.  On to more "fun" things.  I've now been sick for over a month.  But we found out why - the basement has about 2 inches of standing water.  It definitely explains why I've been so sick, with little relief.  So we now don't know what we are going to do.  Our lease ends in May, but we don't know what to do, because it would be nice to buy the place and fix it up, but also VERY expensive!  Then we also like the new ward we are in and I LOVE how close it is to the music building and campus in general.  So I guess we have a lot of things to decide in the future.  It is kind of hard though because Jaren is either always working or doing something else.  So we'll see what happens.  

For now I'm trying to get back to school and try to recover little by little.  We're going to Aurora tonight to see my parents and also my High School's musical.  I have never been SO excited to get out of Fort Collins and all the drama that is here.  Drama sucks, especially if you don't know what's causing it!  Gotta get ready to go - TTFN!